I was some sort of nun? or religious figure for a group that worshiped a masculine deity that resembled by boyfriend. I was just a member, not a mother or priestess. I ended up being a "chosen one" and was lifted and held by him after praying on an altar. All of the other women in the group were upset because the deity was acting different than they expected. I think he was supposed to be a darker figure.
Dreams involving religious figures or symbols can often reflect aspects of our own beliefs, values, or subconscious desires. In this dream, you being a nun or religious figure for a group that worshipped a masculine deity resembling your boyfriend suggests a blending of your personal relationships and spiritual beliefs.
The fact that you were just a member of the group and not a mother or priestess indicates a sense of belonging and acceptance within this community, despite not holding a leadership role. The idea of being chosen and lifted by the deity after praying on an altar could symbolize a feeling of being seen, affirmed, and supported by a higher power or by your boyfriend.
The reactions of the other women in the group being upset because the deity was acting differently than expected may suggest feelings of jealousy, rivalry, or discord within a social or interpersonal situation. The deity being supposed to be a darker figure could symbolize a fear of the unknown or a resistance to change within the group dynamic.
Overall, this dream may be highlighting your desire for recognition, acceptance, and a sense of divine connection, as well as exploring themes of power dynamics and expectations within relationships and communities. It could be beneficial to reflect on how these themes resonate with your waking life and what lessons or insights this dream may be offering you.